Sunday, May 29, 2011

This is a new feeling...

Sometimes there is an emptiness inside that doesn't make sense. It isn't so much even an overt sadness as it is a knowledge that something is no longer there... It is a longing for things to feel right again. One that I of course know the underlying cause of, but still sometimes am caught off guard by. It is strange and it is most certainly not fun. However, knowing that it isn't where you want to be doesn't actually change anything, and somehow you find a way to breathe again. To breath Through the hole in your chest. And to smile... Like it doesn't hurt. Most importantly, you find a way to not only live your life... You find a way to enjoy it, and the people around you, because in a lot of ways, other people are what it is all about anyway!

Wow... Emo much?

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