The problem is that sometimes when I don't know what I want, or where I'm going; I am totally okay with that. There are times that I KNOW for a fact that God is in control and I am at peace with where He has me right now.
And then there are other times that I "know" that God is in control, but I feel like he has placed me on the shelf and forgotten me. Even better, sometimes I feel like one of those little wind up toys that gets put on display in the little shallow box to waddle around in a circle... and then ends up getting stuck in a corner, or just at the edge, but is still moving it's little mechanical legs and ends up running into the wall over and over and over and over and over. Get the picture?
The last several weeks have felt more like the second scenario to me. I know that God is in control and has a plan, and all of that jazz, but I have NO IDEA where my life is going, and it is not only bugging me, but it's starting to scare me, and I'm really getting irritated at my life.
Needing a change but having no idea where to start, or the self-confidence to follow through is a very disheartening situation to be in. I am very frustrated right now.
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